Before publishing this post, I read a cool verse this morning that made me think of God's faithfulness to us on this journey over the past couple years. I thought I'd share it: "I made the sand a boundary for the sea, an everlasting barrier it cannot cross. The waves may roll, but they cannot prevail; they may roar, but they cannot cross it." (Jer. 5:22, NIV) It was really an awesome moment to think about how we compared our difficult and devastating past two years to waves crashing into us--yet the waves cannot prevail, they cannot cross the barrier the Lord has established! He has faithfully kept the waves from going one millimeter beyond His sovereign plan. Though there were definitely times we felt like we were drowning...looking back we can see that He was always sustaining us, always rescueing us, always keeping the roaring waves at bay. Praise God.For the last couple months we almost don't know what to do with ourselves. We find ourselves bracing for impact when sea around us is surprisingly calm. Ansley is doing AMAZING! She is speaking--clear, understandable, two and three word sentences! She is putting her own thoughts together in words (versus repeating known phrases). Just yesterday, she picked up a ball and brought it over to her brother and said: "Zac-a-wee phrow it." Or, running over to the fridge and saying: "Wan milk pease." IT IS AMAZING! Still, today, each of her words is sweet music to our ears...since we spent a solid year and a half wondering if she would ever be able to speak at all. We all cried at her first birthday because against every estimation and every specialist's prediction, Ansley was age-appropriate. Here we are, one year later, speechless as we head into her second birthday with a fully age-appropriate two year old! How great is our God!
So, we find ourselves in what feels like unchartered territory. We almost don't know what to do with life being this...easy. To be honest, it is a little uncomfortable for us. We spent so long living in such a desolate and desperate state, that moving through these calmer waters almost feels a little weird. We have posted so little recently because we are truly at a loss of words. Amazed at what Christ has done, soaking up the goodness of His compassion and mercy on Ansley and us, but above all, we are humbled that He would do SO MUCH for our daughter. But, as we have enjoyed the countless blessings that God has graciously chosen to bestow upon us, we were convicted of two things.
1. We have been called to continue telling Ansley's story. It's kind of funny--you would think it would be easy to talk about how great everything is going versus the struggle, but it isn't. It is hard to get on our blog and say: "Look at how awesome everything is going." Part of that is the cunning of our enemy who want this story untold, and then there are issues of pride, but there is also a sensitivity to how many people we have met along the way who are hurting in deep places. However, we have been called to tell the story of God's limitless power to redeem and restore to anyone who will listen. So, we will rest and enjoy this very wonderful season of seeing Ansley's development soar through Christ's power.
2. We must fight against the tendecy to forget all that we learned in the heat of battle. So often in the Bible, God told His people that as soon as the going gets good...you will forget Me. (Hos. 13:6) We don't want this to happen to us. We don't want to regress to who we were three years ago. Please pray for us in this manner: That things going well would not cause us to shift the car into neutral and coast (which is always our tendency). It's a weird balance. On the one hand, we need to enjoy all God's blessings poured out in our life, but on the other, we can't let this season weaken our resolve to pray passionately.
***Hey, it's Jordan. Im hijacking Rob's post to tell you a few quick things. I am about to start a "Summer Adventures Series" to chronicle everything we do this summer. As most of you know, Rob is a teacher, so summer is an incredibly FUN time for our family.
Second, it's that time of the year again! Birthday season is upon us and I will be giving yall your invitation for our celebration very soon!
Oh, and also... THANK YOU so, so much for all of your sweet emails and facebook messages after my last post. They meant so much to me and were so encouraging!